Sitting back with relief, knowing the SJ Sharks have the ability to win a game
This weekend exhausted my body in ways that I thought never existed. My determination to rush while I work left my body in a physically, abnormal position. My back hardly hurts, but my knees are slowly become fragile. In just a simple word, I feel "ouch".
The San Jose Sharks won their first game of the season today.
"...there is an empitness inside of me that not even the numerous pounds of food i consume can fill." - anonymous
I can honestly say I've felt this feeling once before. [See previous entry -10/09/03] This emotion of solitude portrays our utter existence. We strive to be better, but in short notice, we discover that the prolonged attempts find us fading away from achieving such accomplishments. There have been times when my hand had reached out for a hand, success, a diploma, a love of my life. I made a promise to myself that nothing will stand in my path to achieve what I deserve. No one should settle for mediocre, average, or even above average. We deserve excellence. We demand what is longing to grasp in our hands. Most of the time, my support is worth taking, but sometimes, I want to push all of you to tackle those obstacles and catch your dreams. The season of warmth is beginning with depression and sadness. Soon, it will be Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. In just a couple of days, we will be celebrating the new year. Make promises to yourselves, keep your spirit alive, and never let anyone take you down.
Even now, there are times when I lay flat on my back in my bed, look straight up at the ceiling, breathe as if it was my last breaths. My thoughts continue to reflect on what I've done in this lifetime. My eyes rotate around the room, noticing that my path somehow collected memories and shouted out happiness. I hope one day this feeling will be yours.
note: The moon was very bright this weekend, did you notice its glimmer, its shine, its smile? I did