Late, can't sleep, waiting patiently
Sad times come and go, happy times come and linger, anger lingers and tends to take a bothering stand upon the self image. You can't fight the feelings that one has, emotions just lead to related events. Scared to see what would happen if lacking the sacrifice that I can forgive myself in due time. Not knowing that small incidents can revolve a whole lifetime upside down. Wondering if the sacrifices, the push & shove, for another is all worth the time. Indeed it is!
Seeing the reflection of the blogger setup, I linger myself into a constant wonder that will lead me into profound and eternal happiness. Making my brain into a connection of words that is just jumbled thoughts that turn into nothingness. Grasping what I have left of my strength, I try to make sense. I TRY to make sense. I try to stay on my feet mainly because sometimes my hands, my arms do not want to pick me up. Sentences of words, paragraphs put into sentences, and bodies of thought meaning almost nothing because the only person that understands me is...me. I crumble inside, tormenting myself with outer possibilities that yearn for physical acceptance. I rest my soul down, waiting for mine to pick me up. Take me, lead me, I believe I can succeed. With my shoulders erect, and my head high, I shall exist, I shall forego the sounds of birds welcome the morning rise. I shall exist. I will exist. Existence is forever. Forever is mine.
note: loving couples stay because of sacrifice.