Flashback

12/21 - Sharks game with the Ulo, shutout by the Stars.
12/22 - work (Dipping Contest); 1st Baliktad Christmas!!!!
12/23 - stayed in.
12/24&25 - Christmas w/ Family
12/26 - Bear-Y Favorite Christmas exchange. & Super Bad Day.
12/27to30 - Sick.

The past few days of been really up and down. At this time, I just wanted to make sure what I did during this week off of work. As you can see, I really didn't get a chance to do a lot of stuff. Yes, it does suck, mainly because I was sick, but it does happen. I've been thinking about someone lately because I was afraid I would lose the importance of that ongoing adventure.

Sometimes one can forget that just because you hang out with someone a lot, doesn't necessarily mean you're with that person. I want to be with you, I tell you everyday. But, I want happiness to surround you. Maybe, just because I know I'm single, means it's easier to let go of me. Maybe I'm just being super foolish. I can't be spoiled this time. I can only be patient. Patient for you.

Before the days speak out 2007, I'm bound to have a clean room.

Motto from jG

Your happiness comes before mine. If I dare live my life this way, so be it. That's how it was, is and will be.

7 more days

I came into work to see this website come up first (from Aim.com):

Horoscope-Cancer
You may feel uncomfortable with all the attention these days, for you don't necessarily seek the spotlight. You might as well accept the fact that you are quite effective now and everyone will notice. If your intuition is telling you that something isn't right, remember to trust your inner voice. Intense emotions are currently motivating you and others now, and it may feel overwhelming as you try to discern what's most important. You are drawing in a wide spectrum of feelings. If you are afraid of being inundated, have faith in the process of transformation instead of withdrawing into denial.

meaning: My status as follower has diminished into a more positive role, dare I choose to accept it. Words and actions could be said, but will they matter, and will the affects induce my emotions. What's to come from the jG in 2007? You'll see.

This weekend was meant to stay home and bum it for 48 straight hours. The weekend turned into a parking bonanza at both Great Mall and Valley Fair. Oh! People who stop in the middle of a directional path (at the mall) are now on my pet peeve list. When I stop, I look around, and move if someone's moving my way.

Shopping isn't my favorite thing to do in the world, especially during Christmas season. But you got to do it. Sometimes you have to do it with someone special where any emotions can be risen. It happens. So, I say, buy online, it's easier. Girl shopping sucks!

Have you ever wanted or craved a certain food so bad, but found out you could not grasp? I did. This weekend. Argh!

Trying To Forget

It's hard to convert someone back into a friend when you cared about her so much...at one point. I feel the need to defend myself when someone attacks me with what happened in my past. I admit, I hate being doubted or proven wrong. I have pride in my beliefs. Can't I live without someone bringing up my past. I'm going to just stop and not say anything in that direction. From this point, it's only what I care for now, it's only who I love now. And since I'm not afraid to admit, my heart goes out to one person, and yes, her name is Favorite (wink!). Being asked to change my thoughts a few times, my words will only allow me to keep what's hidden longer than thought of. I care for the well-being of my friendships and relationships. My past is only a memory, a photograph made simple in my mind. Saying before thinking has always been a flaw, but it's a lot better than it was before. Thinking what you want to say can be interpreted many ways. If you need me to reiterate, just ask. I'm not complicated, and I don't expect complications in my life. I want/need only a few things, and one main priority is love. I'm in love with you Leclami. No one else.

note: Trusting me is easier than you think.

Being Away

It makes me want you more. It makes home look so far away. There are things I'd rather do than sit in a room. In the arms of one who is miles and miles away sucks. Away from my family, away from a comfort level where appreciation comes from the heart.

Although being on the road has it's perks, I can do without sometimes. It would be nice if someone came with me, but that just doesn't look like it'll happen; at least, not anytime soon.

As I sit in my room, I wonder what I would be doing if I was home. Home in my apartment. Actually, I'll most likely be packing up my stuff at work getting ready to leave.

Taco Hell

According to my feedback, no one cares about what isn't close to them. For instance, the e.coli news on the east coast. My friends care nothing of the sort. But wait, I'm on the east coast. I don't usually eat fast food on the road though, unless it's the ONLY food there is, and sometimes that's the ONLY food there is. But, not this time.

So, is Taco Bell at fault for the food they serve? Sometimes it is, but I don't know what to think. Sometimes outbreaks just aren't found. Just know that the victims don't deserve this. Let's hope they make it through the hard times.

The news is my interest. Not world news, but local news and some nationwide. My health is a big part of my interest group, where I find myself looking at nutrition facts. BUT...I don't eat healthier, I just eat less and go for walks/jogs. Other than that, the world still revolves around me. teehehe.

I'm in New Jersey, sitting at my hotel room desk, watching the Simpson's on the television next to me. This past weekend was fun. I went to my first San Jose State football game. Maybe it's the motivation of a winning/bowl season. Or, maybe because someone asked me to go with them. It was super uber fun. Can't ask for anything more...right now. ha! The Sharks won a hard-fought game against the Redwings. -sigh- I enjoy spending time with the people I love. You guys are the best!!!

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Now a woman who'll kiss on a very 1st date,
Is usually a hussy,
And a woman who'll kiss on the second time out,
Is anything but fussy,
But a woman who'll wait 'till the 3rd time around,
Head in the clouds, feet on the ground,
She's the girl he's glad he's found,
She's his Shipoopi.

Shipoopi, Shipoopi, Shipoopi,
The girl is hard to get.
Shipoopi, Shipoopi, Shipoopi,
But you can win her yet.

Walk her once just to raise the curtain,
Then you walk around twice and you make for certain.
Once more in the flower garden,
She will never get sore if you beg her pardon.

Do, re, mi, fa, sol, la, si, do,
Si, la, sol, fa, mi, re, do.

Squeeze her once when she isn't lookin'.
If you get a squeeze back that's fancy cookin'.
Once more for a pepper-upper,
She will never get sore on her way to supper,

Do, re, mi, fa, sol, la, si, do, si, do,

Now little ol' sal was a No-gal,
As anyone could see,
Look at her now, She's a Go-Gal,
Who only goes for me,

Squeeze her once when she isn't lookin'.
If you get a squeeze back that's fancy cookin'.
Once more for a pepper-upper,
She will never get sore on her way to supper,

Do, re, mi, fa, sol, la, si, do, si, do,

Shipoopi, shipoopi, shipoopi,
The girl is hard to get,
Shipoopi, shipoopi, shipoopi,
But you can win her yet.

(Musical/Dance Break)

Shipoopi, Shipoopi, Shipoopi,
The girl is hard to get.
Shipoopi, shipoopi, shipoopi,
But you can win her yet.

You Can Win Her Yet!


Shipoopi

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Dear You-Bear,

Although I'm thousands of miles away, I'm still constantly thinking of how good it would feel to be there, holding you, laughing with you, being made fun of by you, you are my "vacation". Remember that I will always be your pudgy honey bear. Heart you from now 'til you no longer want it.

Love,

Me-Bear