Watching Fraternity Life : Aivy's sitting behind me on her couch
"When was the last time rejection has over-struck my life. I can't take it personal because it was something I was totally against from the very beginning. I was heard my own flesh and blood say to me that this stuff is not for me. After six long year's of thinking over everything, and finally realizing that this was something for me, I want to be part of it. The feeling of acceptance through ritual exchanges with beneficial results is what I wanted. Who knows? The next thing that I wanted before I concluded this tradition in a lifetime of blahness is brotherhood. I guess my current brothers from the house of corinth is the only acceptance I'll get to understand. From the initiation into the house, to watching pledges from a certain mornings on our floors, to the whole hateful feelings of having dirty surroundings, to the constant performances that we did together as a family of just friends. I guess I shouldn't feel rejection for something that I got. I don't know though. Everything is different through official and non-official situations."
Quote of the week: "If you put it down, I'm going to scream."
Continuation from 3/8 about online journals
...having different dialogues with people about this online journal entry stuff is starting to make me think. Even reading random figures, finding that all they may write about is their life. This proves that I am different from most people. Some figures do write about both physical and profound entries, and the material that's in these are interesting to find that at least they lead into what they are actually talking about. As for me, I don't really like letting people understand what I'm talking about. I want you readers, even if there are no readers, to think...and then you will see the line that I walk upon.