Hearing Dirty : Christina Aguilera, but not feeling it
I shouldn't feel so down for sudden turn of events, but this is a feeling I'm not used to. I've always put my 110% in everything that involved...dancing. At least I wasn't cut, or rejected. I know the moves, I know what was next. And by the time IT happened, I would have been shining on stage. It's time to suck it up. I get to listen to my conscience yell at me saying worthless jibber-jabber that I wished I could let go of. Riding my bike home was depressing. Hearing laughter and yelling of wrong moves, looking away from it all and taking a deep breath reminding myself constantly to keep going. Good thing I took the street because if it wasn't for that car, I would still be thinking about it with much thought. When I was riding home, I looked over my right shoulder and undoubtedly, there was a car coming, which lead me into a curb making me flip forward onto the sidewalk. OUCH! But I thank the night for this incident, mainly because I get to watch a basketball game. Can I quit everything else, except my hopeful dance...Likgnis. Leave me alone! I'm sad, depressed, and heart-broken.