"my mind seems as though its getting nudged out. this pain i literally feel, this agony i long not to feel no more. will it soon be gone. the misery i feel wishing to keep my eyes shut, keep my body in unconscious thought. please. let it go. leave me alone. i want to be isolated from such pains. i must let go, i shall let go. i am so much stronger than this. i will not give up. i will conquer my foes, i will demolish my nemesis, i will devour such obstacles. i am determined, i am powerful, i am strength waiting to fulfill and assist others in isolation and discouragement. for now, i must rest. rest my soul, rest my mind. i fall behind waiting for completeness."