Sunday, October 20, 2002

it has finally came back. that feeling i get when i get attached. it's so great in the beginning but then my pace is just so much faster than the other. how do u react to that? sometimes i feel i can over do it, and then the other will just hate me. now i'm just trying to find someone to talk to. but then, i also have so many assignments due. my patience with temper is so confident. on the other hand, my patience with communication is out of the ordinary. communication is very important to me, and i'm not taking it well. now i feel like this. i have a midterm tomorrow and i can't concentrate. i have a research paper due wednesday and i hardly started on it. AND. the giants are losing. good grief. relationship school and leisure is just miserable. i told you. its back. i've dealt with these feelings before, but i can never find my way around it.