Am I meant to live a prolonged life where the natural life cycle is bound to happen later in my life. With the 30th anniversary of my being right around the corner, should I be aware that I'm not getting married and having kids like the rest of those of age are doing. Probably not. Once again, I look to where my siblings are with their life and they seem happy. Don't get me wrong, happiness is spread all over my life. With work experiences increasing, my health isn't par, but I'm still standing, and the fact that I have a very special and important person in my life, isn't that what matters really. Speaking rhetorical, I'm ready for what God obstacles my path. Also looking at the age of my dear father, he was but a year older than myself when he had his first child, and 20+ years later, he is fathering another son, who I cherish. My dad is my hero because he CAN do anything. He is what I want to be, but at the same time, better than to make him proud. Besides that, my life is wondering road that I think about everyday. Am I making the right decision? No one could answer their own questions when asked of this, and there are no wrong decisions, unless it's immoral. Push forward with your goals, thoughts, or boulders. Never give up...even if sacrificing the right things. Always think before pushing though. Joey? Stop talking to yourself...knucklehead.