These disorders happening puts fear in my eyes and those around me. Am I not meant to live a longer life? I keep hearing bad news after bad news. Well, I must do what I must and live life to my fullest. I assume I'll get through this tough time. Tell you the truth...I'm scared. Nothing I do fixes my problems. It seems like my body is going through a train wreck. Doc says I'll be fine, but I may experience pains and extreme fatigue. I asked, do I still go to work? She said yes. So, I sit here at work with pains under my ribs. I do not call out for pity, I just want those that care to be informed. Imagine that.