On my way to the Giants game today, I realized that my Giants gear needed to expand. But for now, my head piece for the evening was an SF Giants 'rally' cap style hat. There were only a few people in the stands who had this hat. Either way, Lowry did great with 8 strikeouts and the win. Even though our seats were in 328, we sat behind the plate in 315 about row 7, seat 5. Awesome, a lot of sequences are happening with the numbers 7 and 5 or 75 or 7-5. With the arrival at my mom's house after the game, a package from DHL was slid underneath the gate. This parcel wasn't supposed to arrive for another week and a half. My birthday gift from my mom had arrived. A San Francisco Giants jersey with the number 75 and name JOEY stitched to the back, grey with orange and black lining. This is great. My sports attire is growing.
-San Jose Sharks replica AWAY jersey; #75 HIPOL
-San Francisco Giants replica GREY jersey; #75 JOEY
-San Francisco 49ers: none.
-Golden State Warriors: none.
Better yet, I was able to purchase my 2007 All-Star gear. Mostly all grey. I think my new favorite color is grey, but still orange...greange OR organey.
The hardest part about relationships is the struggle to trust. No matter how often you tell someone you love them, your thoughts are still only yours, leaving one with possible doubt. For 15 months, my involvement continues to grow. There's no room for predictability and assumption, only honesty. I have a sense of insecurity still, but the only thing I could do is keep my mind straight and believe that I am the only one for her, and keep believing that only she could keep my heart beating her name. I'm in love and no one could change that.
note: my birthday week has started well with a bit emotional and depression near the end of one night though.