"how is it possible that one can show that affection and warmth for a certain time straight and suddenly feel the need to move on in another instant. have i been written off as a negative instead of a positive moving forward through time and realizing that my life is going no where with gender bias. the happiness and sadness i've portrayed, given, and accepted have backfired into an oblivious reoccurrence that won't end. meet one, lose one, meet one, lose one; unlike a ripe grape how it show such beauty when plump and touched with flavor, until time develops shrinkage and unattractiveness. is it impossible to keep a straight tension span."