this evening has been very interesting. so what if i think she is cute and she is cute. all in all, they're all my friends. its not like i'm going to be hittin' it off with them anytime soon. friends should stay friends and attraction should grow with the one's i see more as friends. i know that didn't make sense, but still, what IS supposed to make sense these days. the first time i saw her, i liked her. but then she went out with flowerboy. its all good. so sometimes when i see her, she's amazing. just the way her eyes look into mine. although i can't have her as my own, its good to be friends with her. i think its funny because she's like in front of her & i'm like totally complimenting her right now. now she's in my blanket. *sigh* the rest of my day went swell. i woke up and felt i've received a huge amount of sleep. feeling refreshed, i went to FAHAP, or Street Jam. although, my expectations toward the whole show was different. probably because i was looking forward to something totally different. so i stayed for about two hours and left. thanks ted for the johnny rockets. oh dang. next was the first round ice hockey playoffs. phew! after mitch attempting to defend the offender, he gives up two of the goals. GREAT! unbelievable, i gave up one of the goals also. but i don't play defense. oh well, i'm 1 for 1. shucks. on the good side, we won with a sweet pass to bruce and mitch pickin' up the garbage, hittin' in the rebound. woohoo! after that goal. i skated as fast i could, and slid on my tummy. OT game winner. HIGHLIGHT of my day. and then over to kat's birthday loungin' in the lounge area at peppermill. the red light and blue neon lights were a new and interesting experience. yes its supposed to look like vegas, and immediately i thought it did. overall, my day had its high points and low points. once again, i can relate to...hmmm? let's call her ballad. i can tell her a lot of things. well, i can tell anyone anything. its better to trust someone in the beginning and tend to lose their privileges afterward.