Tuesday, August 27, 2002

its about time. we plan to meet and she's not where she told me she'd be. but its ok because she was where she said she would probably be. and the shy guy I am, turns completely around and runs away. there's only two people whom I've ran away from because of my giddy feelings for them. like a school boy trying to ask a girl to dance at his first dance. she saw me, i saw her. probably thinking of each other the whole time. and just one hundred feet from each. and she tells ME, "come up to me and say hi" that's the problem. i just can't. so i see her leaving her 'balcony'. so i leave and see if i can catch up to her. unlucky as i am, she vanished. i finish all my deliveries (ha! i'm a shipping and receiving delivery worker on-campus btw) and park my cart. i walk up to the table and THERE she is. I'm so shy I just completely ignore her. Even when Bear calls out my name, I hear you, but too scared to answer. so i walk further away from the voice. And when i look back, her back is faced me. Ay ya! I get a call from work. CHANCE TWO failure. blah! time to go to class. after class, i help Jefboy get the thingy. as we walk down those last three steps off the su, i run the thingy into her...almost. i'm like. WOOHOO! and there you go. More soon!!!!