Love

Is it love when the person you're in love with, or the person you love; either way you see it, could change your personal lifestyle? When you care not for what you did before or how you lived, but in order to share what they long for is what you want for yourself. On the other hand, could love be so simple as to fall foolishly into it. Love could be random, and it could lead to greater or less love. Ask yourself, is it love that drives us to do what we must. Is love the source of our inspiration. I love the things that I do(ie. ice hockey). I also love the people in my life. I imagine myself in a life that will somewhat sacrifice the well-doings of my natural existence, but on the same path that I will benefit a much needed sacrifice to gain precedence on my own life. Everything is on an equilibrium. People, life, work, relationship, and friendship all go by the same guidelines. If we do not follow this, balance doesn't exist, leaving disarray and uncertainty. Thank you for reading. Listen and find your next level.

Runny Nose

My nose is running weird again. A couple weeks ago I took a flu shot in accordance with work requirements. But, I'm noticing that I get sick more often now...more than USUAL.

What's wrong with the world today? Where do I begin. As this is a topic that is not easy to dive into, there's nothing I can really say. The basic way to develop a reasoning behind it all is that the world has rotated off its access.

Where am I in all this chaos? Will chaos overwhelm those around me? Will this stage in life be a day to day thing. I don't know.

2007 is a month nearly down. Work somewhat told me that I'm approved. But not just yet, but most likely. "Night at the Museum" was an excellent movie.

I wish I could write a song to you

...sometimes it just doesn't work out that way. Some wish to look one way for their goals when they should be looking in a different direction. Either way, it all works out in the end, eventually. I went off course on what I really wanted to write about. But that's ok, I can change the topic now.

Writing about it makes me want to tell the whole world. The Internet is the whole world, just depends on who receives the information. You receive my information of 1's and 0's. You also receive my binary code. Everyone is going to receive, so here it is. I love it so much. I pray for it, I do favors for it. There so much I'd do, I just want it to realize what I do. And guess what, it does realize, and appreciate my moves. I hope everyone will find their it.

To find it, go to it.com on the server 129d3kd.

note: Yar.

Really Confused?

I've been put down. Usually, I would brush it off, but this time I can't. Maybe it is true what was told. What can I do? I live my life, I think about the things, the people, the treasures that are bestowed upon me. It is my fault for my actions. I can't change the past, but I can learn from it. I'm bothered and hurt with what I heard. I deserve the truth, and the truth hurts. You read my like a transparent book.

It's easy for people to cheer me up. It doesn't take much. But, on my behalf, why does it take every ounce of strength to do that in return. Maybe suppressing my emotions again is the answer. I need that sense of explosive emotional reaction. If I get mad, I should get mad. How do I know if someone truly wants me if they don't know how to overcome my anger. All I know, tonight, I am weak. Weak-minded. Emotionally weak. Physically weak. My list of issues is growing.

Right now, what was told to me not more than fifteen minutes ago has been forgotten. I've brushed it off. Like I said, you simply call back and tell me something sweet, and I'm back to normal. Like a flash, my emotions have been restored. Why am I like this? I'm either extremely happy or extremely sad. And when you don't see me, I'm in the middle. Yay!

note: 2007 is going to be...good.



ps. I hate holiday texts, unless you're in my network. Just frickin' CALL ME.