It's About Time...

...you woke up. Unfortunately it wasn't me that woke you up. Yes, I was bored. I tried to sleep, but it was just too hot. Anyway, I'll see you in a second. I missed you though.

Why am I the type that has developed this addiction for attention? I don't know why. Maybe because that's what I've been getting lately. Now I know why you always wake me up when I'm falling asleep, so you're not lonely. When the person you yearn for is right next to you, but they're in another world, (ie. sleeping) that's when I miss you the most. That's when I feel the most lonely. So...

This is definitely the last PCN I teach. I made a pact. So hopefully my opposite takes it as seriously as I do. Anyway.

note: Paintballs cool!!!

Happy Birthday to Aris. Sorry I couldn't be there. Righteous birthday wishes.

Upsetting

Name this movie quote:
Girl: Do you like giving me attention?
Guy: Yes. I've chosen you. And you're accepting.
Girl: I heart you.



Errr...I don't know how to feel. I was being open and put into a category I thought I would never be in. I guess it is just one of those reactions that I didn't think would ever occur. Am I one of those guys? I would never think.

For instance, my past has always haunted me with future misfortunes. I told you something that I never thought I could answer. But after thinking about it, I realized it was a truth that had to be admitted. It started, it ended. I cannot explain. It's just what it is. Take me for who I am, not for what was scarred.

note: I AM NOT ONE OF THOSE GUYS.

Waiting

I'm waiting. I have no work tomorrow and I'm lazy and bored. Why did you have to leave? It would be so nice if you stayed a little bit longer. But everytime I wait, I assume the assumption. It shouldn't bother me, but it does. I try to void the feelings that overcome. So, I might as well make my way to the Condo. Ignore and suppress the feeling because that's what you know best.

On the other hand, I have all these attached feelings that I shouldn't be having. Or should I accept what I'm receiving, which is a great friend and great someone of every friendly aspect. Love you.

Support Appreciated

For those of you who keep telling you want to see me play ice hockey, here you go:

#75
Icemen vs. Blizzard
1st Round Playoff Game
430pm //that's why I'm taking off work early.
Logitech Ice Arena
10th Street *South Campus

I'm unsure which rink, but just look for the Icemen name on the board in the main rink area. Near the registers.

Love you all. It'd be great if you can come support. Thanks
BEST YET...It's FREE.

I...

I was lonely.
I was waiting for someone for so long.
I realized that she really wasn't right.
I needed a good reason to let it go.
I didn't need a reason.
I just needed to let go.
I talked about my craziness.
I found no reason to grasp for any longer.
I let go.
I no longer have feelings that tormented me.
I started to believe in serendipity.
I found that it wasn't happening.
I reached out.
I found a hand that fit mine.
I realized my hand didn't fit hers.
I ignored the impossibilities.
I determined the "meant to be" situation.
I stepped back, she followed.
I want to let go.
I need to hold her.
I want to let go.
I need to let go.
I want to be bad.
I need to let go.
I need to let go.
Let me go. Believe in fortunate accidents.

I like you.