Boyz II Men - I'll Make Love To You
Turkey :: Gobble Gobble :: Turkey :: Wings Breasts :: Turkey :: White Meat Dark Meat :: Turkey
YUM!
Friday, November 29, 2002
Thursday, November 28, 2002
Boyz II Men - I Do
The past few days have been so hectic. And this week being only three days, I've suddenly felt that this break may or may not break my concentration. although, there is only one more week of school left after this weekend. so, this weekend i need to complete three 10-page papers. And I'm going snowboarding. I can do it.
"Directing my soul in ways that separate among flowing delta-like ruins. My lids heavy the weight sensing blackness, closure, conclusion, for such a thing we call. Waves crush down upon my artistic strands of half tunnel-like roads that remembered so well before now and eternity to the next life. Aches, pains, failures, head down. Not the head up attitude looking forth, but set your unknown direction. Point at what's right, what's want, what's really there can you see the lines of lyrics telling a truthful direction that causes endless smiles of tearful dishonesty. Come to me when your weak. Come to me when tears shatter the ground from your cold cheeks that coanda effecting along your flush face into your glossy eyes. Come to me as you contemplate on things that you know you COULD overcome, you COULD find your strength, you could LIVE without a constant reminder. Strength comes from within discovering that its not others that release such power, but from within this over-bearing shadow of shielding through your layers of man-made material, deep through the flesh, profounding through the center point of a body that grants what the mind wishes. Barriers covering such pain that could be irritated with now vanishes. What's left is...tell me. I'm listening."
The past few days have been so hectic. And this week being only three days, I've suddenly felt that this break may or may not break my concentration. although, there is only one more week of school left after this weekend. so, this weekend i need to complete three 10-page papers. And I'm going snowboarding. I can do it.
"Directing my soul in ways that separate among flowing delta-like ruins. My lids heavy the weight sensing blackness, closure, conclusion, for such a thing we call. Waves crush down upon my artistic strands of half tunnel-like roads that remembered so well before now and eternity to the next life. Aches, pains, failures, head down. Not the head up attitude looking forth, but set your unknown direction. Point at what's right, what's want, what's really there can you see the lines of lyrics telling a truthful direction that causes endless smiles of tearful dishonesty. Come to me when your weak. Come to me when tears shatter the ground from your cold cheeks that coanda effecting along your flush face into your glossy eyes. Come to me as you contemplate on things that you know you COULD overcome, you COULD find your strength, you could LIVE without a constant reminder. Strength comes from within discovering that its not others that release such power, but from within this over-bearing shadow of shielding through your layers of man-made material, deep through the flesh, profounding through the center point of a body that grants what the mind wishes. Barriers covering such pain that could be irritated with now vanishes. What's left is...tell me. I'm listening."
Friday, November 22, 2002
Babyface feat. Jon B. - Someone To Love
Topic I (short) - kareoke videos are the weirdest videos of ALL time. the song could be like the most depressing, and you see a female in a two-piece smiling and jumping around. better yet, its a really happy and joyous song, and in the background its raining and people breaking up...tell me? why is it like this? maybe that's why they're put into the kareoke videos. they suck so bad that the only way to make money off of them is to put them in kareoke cd's. low budget videos for singalong music. people sing the words on the screen while neglecting the background story. ahhh! smart. the actors must be low budget too. that's their stardom. oh well. that's it. think about it.
Topic II (long) -be back tonight i just finished watching Nightmare on Elm Street (only the most terrifying movie when i was 5yrs. old) well, i'm sorry to say but i forgot what i was going to say for topic II. eh!? i take that back. there's this feeling i've been having because of people's sudden burst of assumption. its a common characteristic, i have it. but its a trait that i'm not familiar with when its about me and with a particular person. i'm kind of annoyed with it mainly because i don't know how to deal with it. at least i can define true friends because there are a certain few gentlemen and ladies that have seen such passive animosity.(contractive phrase, but so what) they haven't instigated such abuse i've taken. thanks you guys. i'm pretty sure you know who you are. and this whole big deal about a winter formal. i've been to five and i've had 4 different dates, in order to have one thing, fun. no pressure additives. just because of this, i don't even want to go. i have no other plans. i would have played along when i was like 20, but i'm 23. i'm going to grow up. my grades have improved because i've taken it serious. my intimate lifestyle should also be serious, not any of this silly bibble babble. i'm not putting no one down. ya'll can act your age. i know i'm still young, but i want to move forward in my life. i always hear, "damn, didn't you graduate yet?" out there. i guess i can finally answer this popular question.
Topic I (short) - kareoke videos are the weirdest videos of ALL time. the song could be like the most depressing, and you see a female in a two-piece smiling and jumping around. better yet, its a really happy and joyous song, and in the background its raining and people breaking up...tell me? why is it like this? maybe that's why they're put into the kareoke videos. they suck so bad that the only way to make money off of them is to put them in kareoke cd's. low budget videos for singalong music. people sing the words on the screen while neglecting the background story. ahhh! smart. the actors must be low budget too. that's their stardom. oh well. that's it. think about it.
Topic II (long) -
Thursday, November 21, 2002
Queen - We Are The Champions
"a brisk step of walking footsteps lead me into a endless road that tends to bring me to more forks yet leaves me with a knife deep into the soul of gorgeous tune harmony as it may seem to keep my smirk of simple happiness and ending no such hunger that i see forth when mouths are open stuffed with materials that consume to strengthen not what we think is good for the soul but wellness can be greater than longevity of survival which must succeed achieve obstacles that are hard to come by...
"...looking toward a sense that sounds so bright smells so delicious feels oh so fragile hears so harmony tastes like the concluding path that was not taken by a road that goes down toward the deepened profound sauces of efficient friendships although leaving day over night with a nightless sigh unknowing that people assume what they do not know and look at things the way they must see them but my attitude leaves such presence because i am more than what they all seem i am patient...
...reading you seem lost in the words that i say for there is just one long strand of sentence that may seem to go on toward the moonlit sky with streams of glitter across the heavens from high up above my hands flow down to my soul to feel your preciousness your shine your magnificent pleasure of hope toward a the morning sunrise toward the clear transparent rays my eyes do not deceive my radiance as gracefullness will never leave me i am not but one but share the liking of all."
"a brisk step of walking footsteps lead me into a endless road that tends to bring me to more forks yet leaves me with a knife deep into the soul of gorgeous tune harmony as it may seem to keep my smirk of simple happiness and ending no such hunger that i see forth when mouths are open stuffed with materials that consume to strengthen not what we think is good for the soul but wellness can be greater than longevity of survival which must succeed achieve obstacles that are hard to come by...
"...looking toward a sense that sounds so bright smells so delicious feels oh so fragile hears so harmony tastes like the concluding path that was not taken by a road that goes down toward the deepened profound sauces of efficient friendships although leaving day over night with a nightless sigh unknowing that people assume what they do not know and look at things the way they must see them but my attitude leaves such presence because i am more than what they all seem i am patient...
...reading you seem lost in the words that i say for there is just one long strand of sentence that may seem to go on toward the moonlit sky with streams of glitter across the heavens from high up above my hands flow down to my soul to feel your preciousness your shine your magnificent pleasure of hope toward a the morning sunrise toward the clear transparent rays my eyes do not deceive my radiance as gracefullness will never leave me i am not but one but share the liking of all."
Monday, November 18, 2002
Sitting in my living room in the dark
usually, throughout my day i find myself thinking about things that i'd like to put into my blogger journal. although, by the time i wish to enter an entry, i forget my train of thought at the time, i'm way too lazy to write about it anymore, and i end up typing up some rambling, senseless blah that i call written poetry of life. so, what do i think about? well, a couple of us, jerry, adan, irene and myself, visited Lutong Pinoy, my colleagues restaurant next Goldland off of Jacklin. it's a filipino restaurant with kareoke. yum the food was yum. (side comment: i decided to search around on Aivy & Marie's pages to learn how to strike text, but guess what, none of their recent work had none...BLAH!) so we finished our food at about 9pm, so we were able to go visit paulo because he was right around the corner. *well, actually like 3 or 4 exits down I680, that's besides the point* little did i know was that cathleen, my friend whose family owns the restaurant, wanted me to sing, along with my guests, before we left. so time went by and goodness, i couldn't find a single song. ok, maybe i brushed through 5 to10 songs i could possibly do, but maybe i was just trying to kill time. another surprise was that she sang. grrr. well, in politeness, i knew i HAD to sing now. not for her, but for the respect that you give a family when you're at their house...errr, restaurant. so i found two songs, You Are My Song & How Deep Is Your Love. oh well, i can't sing when i'm on the spot. but so what. i don't care. i had fun and we walked out of that place at 1030pm. yes...an hour and a half to find a song. or should i say, grow some balls. i figured out my major gpa, and its still not above a 3.0. damn i suck. i'm going to retake some classes, just so i can get rid of those C's. Out of 8 classes, i have 5 B's and 3 C's. i'm pathetic. well, after this semester, i'm hoping to receive 7 B's, 3 C's and an A. possible. hell yes. may 6B's, 3C's and 2 A's. i need 3.0 n up to gain an intern dammit. well enough of this babble bibble.
my friend, gina-bina, we've been friends for so long, she's like the girl i could possibly call ... anything. yet, she's far. almost 4 years now, and we've NEVER met. goes to show you how desperate i was to find friends 4 years ago. well, i find it normal. people find friends through many different ways. and four years ago, i used aol4.0/japan/pinoypinay21nup chatroom to find the most outrageous yet interesting friends. so gina!? i know you're reading this. you know my life and i know yours, you may think our friendship comes and goes, fades and appears, well, take it from the source, you're my special best pen-pal. *hugs* although we've never met, i'll always be there even when you're taking a detour going back home to oxnard from your frickin' man's house. i'm bitter because you go home so late. girlie, just stay over til morning. or like 6am-7am. that's what some people do at my house.
can u just tell that i don't want to sleep. oh well. happiness and confusion has withered into my life. may it stand strong to lead into hardships and awful other stuff.
usually, throughout my day i find myself thinking about things that i'd like to put into my blogger journal. although, by the time i wish to enter an entry, i forget my train of thought at the time, i'm way too lazy to write about it anymore, and i end up typing up some rambling, senseless blah that i call written poetry of life. so, what do i think about? well, a couple of us, jerry, adan, irene and myself, visited Lutong Pinoy, my colleagues restaurant next Goldland off of Jacklin. it's a filipino restaurant with kareoke. yum the food was yum. (side comment: i decided to search around on Aivy & Marie's pages to learn how to strike text, but guess what, none of their recent work had none...BLAH!) so we finished our food at about 9pm, so we were able to go visit paulo because he was right around the corner. *well, actually like 3 or 4 exits down I680, that's besides the point* little did i know was that cathleen, my friend whose family owns the restaurant, wanted me to sing, along with my guests, before we left. so time went by and goodness, i couldn't find a single song. ok, maybe i brushed through 5 to10 songs i could possibly do, but maybe i was just trying to kill time. another surprise was that she sang. grrr. well, in politeness, i knew i HAD to sing now. not for her, but for the respect that you give a family when you're at their house...errr, restaurant. so i found two songs, You Are My Song & How Deep Is Your Love. oh well, i can't sing when i'm on the spot. but so what. i don't care. i had fun and we walked out of that place at 1030pm. yes...an hour and a half to find a song. or should i say, grow some balls. i figured out my major gpa, and its still not above a 3.0. damn i suck. i'm going to retake some classes, just so i can get rid of those C's. Out of 8 classes, i have 5 B's and 3 C's. i'm pathetic. well, after this semester, i'm hoping to receive 7 B's, 3 C's and an A. possible. hell yes. may 6B's, 3C's and 2 A's. i need 3.0 n up to gain an intern dammit. well enough of this babble bibble.
my friend, gina-bina, we've been friends for so long, she's like the girl i could possibly call ... anything. yet, she's far. almost 4 years now, and we've NEVER met. goes to show you how desperate i was to find friends 4 years ago. well, i find it normal. people find friends through many different ways. and four years ago, i used aol4.0/japan/pinoypinay21nup chatroom to find the most outrageous yet interesting friends. so gina!? i know you're reading this. you know my life and i know yours, you may think our friendship comes and goes, fades and appears, well, take it from the source, you're my special best pen-pal. *hugs* although we've never met, i'll always be there even when you're taking a detour going back home to oxnard from your frickin' man's house. i'm bitter because you go home so late. girlie, just stay over til morning. or like 6am-7am. that's what some people do at my house.
can u just tell that i don't want to sleep. oh well. happiness and confusion has withered into my life. may it stand strong to lead into hardships and awful other stuff.
Sunday, November 17, 2002
Boyz II Men - Doin' Just Fine - or Am I? I just clicked on the akbayan website and clicked on games...played Simon and reached 18 points. hehe.
"my eyes lids drop slowly typing out words that will soon be turned into meaningless thoughts of imperfection. my arms reach to click and clock in each character that you see forth. i need not know what it all means because the definition of this souls life is far-fetched. sometimes i look around and realize after so many years that i am being watched. my self taught belief that people don't really care what happens to you unless it makes a slight bit of attitude and mood change in the presence. my ligaments of under feel free leaving such swift air a tingle of irritation. my careless back aches continuously day by day leaving agony that i must bear with such a pain that attacks my self wit and keeps a squirm. i close my eyes and listen to words that seem more meaningful when lyrics flow into my ear saying such words that seem meaninful to everyone. my mind is falling into that wastefulness. the one we demand to see is but fictious in my mind. over and over i see such a dream and feel the belief in it all. i am not crazy, i am not hallucinating. i'm just tired."
"my eyes lids drop slowly typing out words that will soon be turned into meaningless thoughts of imperfection. my arms reach to click and clock in each character that you see forth. i need not know what it all means because the definition of this souls life is far-fetched. sometimes i look around and realize after so many years that i am being watched. my self taught belief that people don't really care what happens to you unless it makes a slight bit of attitude and mood change in the presence. my ligaments of under feel free leaving such swift air a tingle of irritation. my careless back aches continuously day by day leaving agony that i must bear with such a pain that attacks my self wit and keeps a squirm. i close my eyes and listen to words that seem more meaningful when lyrics flow into my ear saying such words that seem meaninful to everyone. my mind is falling into that wastefulness. the one we demand to see is but fictious in my mind. over and over i see such a dream and feel the belief in it all. i am not crazy, i am not hallucinating. i'm just tired."
Thursday, November 14, 2002
Familiar beats and lyrics from DJ Nice & DJ Smooth - Sometimes I Rhyme Slow
So my JVC camera is finally fixed. damn you TDK and Sony tapes. messin' up my camera. That's my personal shpiel for the time being. Think about this...
"life jumps around like a jack rabbit attempting to cross a two lane highway. a friend tells me that school and days upon school move as fast as a pucking heading straight into the back of the net. the numbers of birth rise like those toy rockets that we once urged to get and watch it get lost in the myst of sky. the speed of a certain 741 operational amplifier that encountering is non-inverting, yet finding my way in life is so shadowed. continuing an aimless walk down a fun path, down a curvature, down the ups and downs. finishing up with the problems and issues that trouble my identity. my thoughts jump like that previous rabbit. my life is furry, yet caged like an animal. let me out. life!? let me go. why must it go down this road? regrets don't come often in my life. the last regret was...can't remember. i don't have any. let life live the way you want it, i tell myself. though many entrances of ships may take a big step into a passion that is so heart warming."
for once i'm going to tell you what this means. well, as you all may know, i'm graduating soon. and with my last two midterms being passed with flying colors, that means that i know i will have a better chance of REALLY graduating May 2003. as if i'm distancing myself from a family that i once, and forever will be calling an Embracing in Friendship. This entry goes to EVERYONE i've met through Akbayan Fall 1997 to present. i tell myself too that i won't try to make friends with so many of you wonderful people so i can pull myself away from that intimate feeling of friendship. i guess you can say i never felt family friendship til i came here. it did take a while. i remember the Xmas break of December 2000-January 2001. i broke down because i was SO alone. i sat at home in sf wondering where my lonely life was going. from then on, i remember that was the day i decided to do what i do now, hang out.
So my JVC camera is finally fixed. damn you TDK and Sony tapes. messin' up my camera. That's my personal shpiel for the time being. Think about this...
"life jumps around like a jack rabbit attempting to cross a two lane highway. a friend tells me that school and days upon school move as fast as a pucking heading straight into the back of the net. the numbers of birth rise like those toy rockets that we once urged to get and watch it get lost in the myst of sky. the speed of a certain 741 operational amplifier that encountering is non-inverting, yet finding my way in life is so shadowed. continuing an aimless walk down a fun path, down a curvature, down the ups and downs. finishing up with the problems and issues that trouble my identity. my thoughts jump like that previous rabbit. my life is furry, yet caged like an animal. let me out. life!? let me go. why must it go down this road? regrets don't come often in my life. the last regret was...can't remember. i don't have any. let life live the way you want it, i tell myself. though many entrances of ships may take a big step into a passion that is so heart warming."
for once i'm going to tell you what this means. well, as you all may know, i'm graduating soon. and with my last two midterms being passed with flying colors, that means that i know i will have a better chance of REALLY graduating May 2003. as if i'm distancing myself from a family that i once, and forever will be calling an Embracing in Friendship. This entry goes to EVERYONE i've met through Akbayan Fall 1997 to present. i tell myself too that i won't try to make friends with so many of you wonderful people so i can pull myself away from that intimate feeling of friendship. i guess you can say i never felt family friendship til i came here. it did take a while. i remember the Xmas break of December 2000-January 2001. i broke down because i was SO alone. i sat at home in sf wondering where my lonely life was going. from then on, i remember that was the day i decided to do what i do now, hang out.
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
Contemplating with the background song All The Things I Should Have Done by K-Ci & Jojo - all this studying pays off...i hope
Woooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo No more tech162 midterms. Hopefully I received a decent B on that midterm today.
Oh? You wish to know why I've lagged on my blogger. Well, it's a long story. It starts on a calm night, not so long ago...
PG&E fixed the terminal wire that went from outside to my house. Long story eh?
I need to rest...
Woooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo No more tech162 midterms. Hopefully I received a decent B on that midterm today.
Oh? You wish to know why I've lagged on my blogger. Well, it's a long story. It starts on a calm night, not so long ago...
PG&E fixed the terminal wire that went from outside to my house. Long story eh?
I need to rest...
Monday, November 11, 2002
Attitude: finally done with this STUPID paper. Thanks for the help #5
"Listen to my words because you'll only hear them once. Understand and contemplate on my writings because they mean but thousands of meanings upon senseless ways that we all see what each other would want to see, but only think of things and ways and meanings that only mean but the opposite. The caress of touch over brisk under breaths of bumps that look further than just plain gooses. wrapped up in a blanket of warmth, my body lies by a meaningful object. the full of stars in the endless night, the moon captivating yet another memoir, another chance to make events truthful, honest, and...romantic. sentences of history, paragraphs of rambling on about almost nothing, just the sound of giggle, the cries of not tears, but of stories that make the fogged up ways of vision a clear path to happiness. the green dome of life vanishes away from sight and appears again as an eating frenzy of food. the attraction of rules whispers away as a transparent dream. the images that seam through runs straight into a horse. the pain, the feeling of agony of defeat, yet not defeated, but moved on to another era. joy. another feeling of what has been sent to me by an unknown force. can i be so lucky? can i be as unlucky? can it be fate? can destiny find a way to make my living days worth living. am i not ready to go? accepting the great couragous ailments of hunger given by noise of signs. be gone such an event to open towards anew."
"Listen to my words because you'll only hear them once. Understand and contemplate on my writings because they mean but thousands of meanings upon senseless ways that we all see what each other would want to see, but only think of things and ways and meanings that only mean but the opposite. The caress of touch over brisk under breaths of bumps that look further than just plain gooses. wrapped up in a blanket of warmth, my body lies by a meaningful object. the full of stars in the endless night, the moon captivating yet another memoir, another chance to make events truthful, honest, and...romantic. sentences of history, paragraphs of rambling on about almost nothing, just the sound of giggle, the cries of not tears, but of stories that make the fogged up ways of vision a clear path to happiness. the green dome of life vanishes away from sight and appears again as an eating frenzy of food. the attraction of rules whispers away as a transparent dream. the images that seam through runs straight into a horse. the pain, the feeling of agony of defeat, yet not defeated, but moved on to another era. joy. another feeling of what has been sent to me by an unknown force. can i be so lucky? can i be as unlucky? can it be fate? can destiny find a way to make my living days worth living. am i not ready to go? accepting the great couragous ailments of hunger given by noise of signs. be gone such an event to open towards anew."
Thursday, November 07, 2002
"Motivate me..." - A. R. T. C. - What I hear when I hear this?
::"The greatest belief strongly never felt is present,
The greatest anticipation strongly never felt is present,
The greatest rush of air strongly never felt is present,
The greatest mind to mind strongly never felt is present."
::"My words will explore the mind, flow through your passion streams,
unleash a gush of revealing sighs over sighs over sighs."
::"The greatest belief strongly never felt is present,
The greatest anticipation strongly never felt is present,
The greatest rush of air strongly never felt is present,
The greatest mind to mind strongly never felt is present."
::"My words will explore the mind, flow through your passion streams,
unleash a gush of revealing sighs over sighs over sighs."
Wednesday, November 06, 2002
Listening to Beach Boys Help Me Rhonda on my Winamp3.0
I'm actually happy right now. Although I have a Midterm Friday, next Tuesday, next Thursday, and a frickin' papers due up the crack hole for Tech 198. People!? Don't EVER take Tech198 with Backer or Bates. Anal with every single word on a paper. Well, I was thinking of a topic earlier today in class, but dammit, I can't remember. Ok!? The San Jose Shark's won another game. *sigh* They're coming up. without Thornton and Stuart. Off topic because none of ya'll know what the frick i'm talkin' about. I have nothing to say. Good night!
I'm actually happy right now. Although I have a Midterm Friday, next Tuesday, next Thursday, and a frickin' papers due up the crack hole for Tech 198. People!? Don't EVER take Tech198 with Backer or Bates. Anal with every single word on a paper. Well, I was thinking of a topic earlier today in class, but dammit, I can't remember. Ok!? The San Jose Shark's won another game. *sigh* They're coming up. without Thornton and Stuart. Off topic because none of ya'll know what the frick i'm talkin' about. I have nothing to say. Good night!
Tuesday, November 05, 2002
History of Akbayan Winter Formals:
1997 - Sang Boyz II Men On Bended Knee & PRIME Medley. - NO DATE
1998 - Went with Elaine Z. from U! C! UCI! Sang an original song with Leighton, Roger, and Marlon & Boyz II Men Silent Night
1999 - Went with Renee L. with the tails. Woohoo. Fun night of Drum/Bass and Trance...The WHOLE night. sheesh!
2000 - Went with Jen R. FUN TIMES.
2001 - Went with Amanda S. gosh! she didn't even stay the whole night. hmmM? at least i got buzzed.
2002 - Oh wait? That's this year. Should I go stag? Maybe I won't go at all because I don't feel like dressing up in the same black suit with an over-priced tie on. As for the food, I agree with you Tedio, I'd rather just eat at home with my chicken adobo. I swear, potluck ya'll. And don't forget the rice. But if I do go, for once, can the girl actually like me? I'm assuming this being my last Akbayan Winter Formal. Geez. I don't mind though. Being the wise Lolo gives me experience. Although, I'm willing to learn from the youngin' peeps. Again, what is there to learn? The only person that I actually feel like I'm benefiting from is Jamie. Oh! Jamie is my 5-year old baby brother. That light-skinned mestizo baby. *Sigh* I wish I could get girls the way he does. Anyway, I want to take MAY to the winter formal but i feel it'll be too weird. Just like the time I took Lai as my date. Most of the time we just sat down and talked. That's not bad, it was pretty cool. But I love to dance too. Well, I guess I can't really explain the awkwardness of the event. Probably because there really wasn't one. I'd also like to take Jessica from Sif-SU. I doubt none of ya'll know who the heck she is. I would just love to reveal my crush, but damn, I'm not good with my VO2max constantly beating. Who else? Nicole but she's going with her boyfriend, Vince. Who else is there? Damn. Maybe I'll wait to be asked, which will not likely happen. Blah! I'll bring my Tech162 book with me. There ya go. There is a certain somebody I've thought about since a particular Saturday night in a vast empty glass of M.S. Ahh! Reasons alone, I smile and give ya a simple and seducing gesture of "how you doin'?" and continue to ring my fingers through that great smelling head of hair.
1997 - Sang Boyz II Men On Bended Knee & PRIME Medley. - NO DATE
1998 - Went with Elaine Z. from U! C! UCI! Sang an original song with Leighton, Roger, and Marlon & Boyz II Men Silent Night
1999 - Went with Renee L. with the tails. Woohoo. Fun night of Drum/Bass and Trance...The WHOLE night. sheesh!
2000 - Went with Jen R. FUN TIMES.
2001 - Went with Amanda S. gosh! she didn't even stay the whole night. hmmM? at least i got buzzed.
2002 - Oh wait? That's this year. Should I go stag? Maybe I won't go at all because I don't feel like dressing up in the same black suit with an over-priced tie on. As for the food, I agree with you Tedio, I'd rather just eat at home with my chicken adobo. I swear, potluck ya'll. And don't forget the rice. But if I do go, for once, can the girl actually like me? I'm assuming this being my last Akbayan Winter Formal. Geez. I don't mind though. Being the wise Lolo gives me experience. Although, I'm willing to learn from the youngin' peeps. Again, what is there to learn? The only person that I actually feel like I'm benefiting from is Jamie. Oh! Jamie is my 5-year old baby brother. That light-skinned mestizo baby. *Sigh* I wish I could get girls the way he does. Anyway, I want to take MAY to the winter formal but i feel it'll be too weird. Just like the time I took Lai as my date. Most of the time we just sat down and talked. That's not bad, it was pretty cool. But I love to dance too. Well, I guess I can't really explain the awkwardness of the event. Probably because there really wasn't one. I'd also like to take Jessica from Sif-SU. I doubt none of ya'll know who the heck she is. I would just love to reveal my crush, but damn, I'm not good with my VO2max constantly beating. Who else? Nicole but she's going with her boyfriend, Vince. Who else is there? Damn. Maybe I'll wait to be asked, which will not likely happen. Blah! I'll bring my Tech162 book with me. There ya go. There is a certain somebody I've thought about since a particular Saturday night in a vast empty glass of M.S. Ahh! Reasons alone, I smile and give ya a simple and seducing gesture of "how you doin'?" and continue to ring my fingers through that great smelling head of hair.
Sunday, November 03, 2002
The Return of my Nonsense Rhymes
"Getting used to another role of familiarities;
Feeling of undecisiveness, confusion, realities that break us down into what we are not;
My mind turns and twists and bends to find my heart soul harmony of the society seen neglect its own shade;
Words of forever, words of always, words of everlasting happiness and scolding memories;
Seeing not only smiles, but unfolded treasures of nothings that shall never be concealed;
Over and over and under and under, drums and beats of scales not used to;
Cracking into pieces of thousands yearning to reconstruct a better anew;
Without thought, that destruction cannot find its new ways;
Brown cannot find what is truly there's;
Let the sphere of living life forces just signify the undeniable seasons of others."
"Getting used to another role of familiarities;
Feeling of undecisiveness, confusion, realities that break us down into what we are not;
My mind turns and twists and bends to find my heart soul harmony of the society seen neglect its own shade;
Words of forever, words of always, words of everlasting happiness and scolding memories;
Seeing not only smiles, but unfolded treasures of nothings that shall never be concealed;
Over and over and under and under, drums and beats of scales not used to;
Cracking into pieces of thousands yearning to reconstruct a better anew;
Without thought, that destruction cannot find its new ways;
Brown cannot find what is truly there's;
Let the sphere of living life forces just signify the undeniable seasons of others."
Saturday, November 02, 2002
Coughing: Watching some show in SF. - Good...GREAT to be home in Frisco. NICE and COLD.
PART V - i'll make this short. maybe because my other blogs were just too too long. and i wanna comment on my LAST f'games. ahha...i doubt that. whoa! no really. LAST! ok, where did i leave off? i wake up next to ann with sleeping on my tummy. bj sits on top of me and starts thrusting me. oddly as it may seem, it felt good. hehe...j/k. i just thought that he was giving me aa butt massage. yum. I rise and find Ro-shelle with a towel on her head, ann dead and drunk, diane the exactly same way, vesper chillin', bj still on top of me sportin' wood (tell the truth homie) i'm sexy. haha. and who else. no one. i get up around 945am :: i go to my room and find my roomies gettin' ready for breakfast. i'm walkin' through the halls with no shoes...just socks. and how on earth did i change out of my pants and into my sweats. wow. charlie's angels is on. i get caught up. its 1015am and ted gets mad at me saying "shoot dude, you wanna leave or what" i'm thinkin. i'm tired. get out or i'll bite you :: i finish with my shower and stuff by 1045am and i decide to look for those lobby ladies. room 445. i go in, show them my f'games shirt and take pictures. woohoo. 1119am we're on bottom floor of garage, i'm blocking way taking pictures of everyone. i drove aris' car a little. FUN STUFF. ok ok. we begin to exit the hotel driveway 1215pm. YES ONE FULL HOUR LATER. FREAK. CAN'T YOU PEOPLE JUST WAVE GOOD-BYE NEXT TIME. DOWN FILIPINO's and UP WITH BROWN. i'm just playin' fools. keep your pants on. seriously. we get gas at chevron and i'm stressin' on wwhere daniel is. he said he'd ride down with us. but he stays with deryk's car. phew! i decide to leave the convoy. sorry FUN VAN passengers. Richwood follows and Marlon catches up and decides to tailgate me. grrr...oh well.. CAN YOU KEEP UP HOMIE? VRRROOMMM. hehe. so i ask Aldrich to drive cuz i'm too tired. we eat at Popeye's 130pmNOW THIS IS WHERE THE CRAP HITS THE FAN. *covering my mouth* oops. CONFIDENTIAL Leave and decide to stop off at some other place for gas again. i drive the rest of the way back as the light outside fades away. we begin our infamous questions according to rainaspects blog. i heard some fun stuff. but affirmations. its all good. it seems great to finish off a weekend on a good note. yo tedilicious. we're all "COOL...and ALRIGHT" shoot. u know u gots more in that mouth of yours. 6pm we finally hit 101. *sigh* almost done. what my passengers didn't know. i'm FRICKIN' tired. i'mma fall asleep. phew! traffic is over. i could have swore that i fell asleep at the wheel with my foot on the brake. we drop off Ted. bye ted. we drop off Raina and Aldrich. bye. i fall asleep, the van is totally clean. i wake up. i drop off Dre and Ernesto. bye. i drive home and find a parking spot right in front :: 8pmi drive to ice centre for my ice hockey. i'm tired...so tired...but i play like i always play. no goals, no assists. no trip. i get home at 930pm and try to start my paper. guess what happens. THUNK! i sleep. good night.
PART V - i'll make this short. maybe because my other blogs were just too too long. and i wanna comment on my LAST f'games. ahha...i doubt that. whoa! no really. LAST! ok, where did i leave off? i wake up next to ann with sleeping on my tummy. bj sits on top of me and starts thrusting me. oddly as it may seem, it felt good. hehe...j/k. i just thought that he was giving me aa butt massage. yum. I rise and find Ro-shelle with a towel on her head, ann dead and drunk, diane the exactly same way, vesper chillin', bj still on top of me sportin' wood (tell the truth homie) i'm sexy. haha. and who else. no one. i get up around 945am :: i go to my room and find my roomies gettin' ready for breakfast. i'm walkin' through the halls with no shoes...just socks. and how on earth did i change out of my pants and into my sweats. wow. charlie's angels is on. i get caught up. its 1015am and ted gets mad at me saying "shoot dude, you wanna leave or what" i'm thinkin. i'm tired. get out or i'll bite you :: i finish with my shower and stuff by 1045am and i decide to look for those lobby ladies. room 445. i go in, show them my f'games shirt and take pictures. woohoo. 1119am we're on bottom floor of garage, i'm blocking way taking pictures of everyone. i drove aris' car a little. FUN STUFF. ok ok. we begin to exit the hotel driveway 1215pm. YES ONE FULL HOUR LATER. FREAK. CAN'T YOU PEOPLE JUST WAVE GOOD-BYE NEXT TIME. DOWN FILIPINO's and UP WITH BROWN. i'm just playin' fools. keep your pants on. seriously. we get gas at chevron and i'm stressin' on wwhere daniel is. he said he'd ride down with us. but he stays with deryk's car. phew! i decide to leave the convoy. sorry FUN VAN passengers. Richwood follows and Marlon catches up and decides to tailgate me. grrr...oh well.. CAN YOU KEEP UP HOMIE? VRRROOMMM. hehe. so i ask Aldrich to drive cuz i'm too tired. we eat at Popeye's 130pmNOW THIS IS WHERE THE CRAP HITS THE FAN. *covering my mouth* oops. CONFIDENTIAL Leave and decide to stop off at some other place for gas again. i drive the rest of the way back as the light outside fades away. we begin our infamous questions according to rainaspects blog. i heard some fun stuff. but affirmations. its all good. it seems great to finish off a weekend on a good note. yo tedilicious. we're all "COOL...and ALRIGHT" shoot. u know u gots more in that mouth of yours. 6pm we finally hit 101. *sigh* almost done. what my passengers didn't know. i'm FRICKIN' tired. i'mma fall asleep. phew! traffic is over. i could have swore that i fell asleep at the wheel with my foot on the brake. we drop off Ted. bye ted. we drop off Raina and Aldrich. bye. i fall asleep, the van is totally clean. i wake up. i drop off Dre and Ernesto. bye. i drive home and find a parking spot right in front :: 8pmi drive to ice centre for my ice hockey. i'm tired...so tired...but i play like i always play. no goals, no assists. no trip. i get home at 930pm and try to start my paper. guess what happens. THUNK! i sleep. good night.
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